Chapter 10, Holding a Brief Meeting, Liu Xia Hui

A stir arose in my heart, and Jiang Chen lowered his head in silence, seemingly deep in thought

On such a hot day, why would one still want to warm the bed covers

We only bought calf cramps, and we returned only when the sky turned dark.

The interior of the building is spacious and grand, divided into sections by intricately carved screens. Lady Qi led us to take our seats in one of the sections on the west side of the building. Through the sheer fabric of the screen, one could faintly see that there were already people seated next door, accompanied by the sound of murmured conversations.

I was continuously addressed as "my lady" all the way until I reached the banks of the Qinhuai River, and I had become numb, no longer blushing or feeling any excitement. Once again, I experienced the feelings I had when I chased after Yunzhou, calling him brother. His reluctance was so evident at that time, yet I mistook it for his desire to avoid becoming relatives and to keep his distance from me, not realizing it ran deeper... Indeed, I am quite dull-witted

The little pouch disdainfully said: "Miss, you have wasted a pair of big eyes."

Just as I finished a cup of tea and was about to pour myself another, Lady Qi stood at the door with a smile.

What mother said is absolutely right

After a fragrant bath, I was sitting by the window combing my hair when Jiang Chen leisurely walked into the room

I was taken aback; I haven't even crossed the threshold yet and she refers to me as the young mistress? Is this how a plain daughter-in-law meets her in-laws, just like that? It seems too easy to get through this, doesn't it? This is completely different from what I had imagined. I did not come here to win her favor; I came to earn her disdain. I was even hoping for her dissatisfaction so that the marriage could be called off. What should I do now?

Cousin, we can finally go out to have fun today. After watching the dragon boat race, you must take me to explore other places. Father will return to Fuzhou the day after tomorrow, and you haven't properly fulfilled your host's duties yet

The little pouch let out a hum and said: "Miss, in this residence, there is only one handsome young man, and everywhere there are young ladies in love, eyeing him with great desire. You must not let your guard down, Miss; you must take the initiative and act first. Do not be content with mere illusions or empty promises!"

I slowly sat by the window, feeling a sense of emptiness and melancholy in my heart. Those who like me are close at hand, while those I like are far away in the distance

The next morning, Jiang Chen came to summon me to pay respects to my mother. Madam Qi had just finished her grooming, and in the morning light, she was truly stunning and captivating, exuding grace in every manner.

Sister-in-law, am I asking for a bit too much?

Jiang Chen looked at me with a smile and said, "If you do not agree, I may not leave tonight"

My complexion is increasingly likely to resemble that of a boiled shrimp

He has always considered himself charming and beautiful, looking down on others as if his eyes were on the top of his head, and often belittling me

Lady Qi was taken aback when she saw me and the little pouch coming in with a pile of items, and she asked, "Is this what you bought?"

The man in black clothing, upon hearing a noise, turned to glance at me and unexpectedly flew out of the window

I sent Lady Qi and Jiang Chen out, standing in front of the window in a daze for a while. This marriage truly has no turning point; am I really to spend my life with Jiang Chen?

He reached out to support my arm and said with a smile, "Xiao Mo, I have been watching you for a long time, and you look beautiful even when you are asleep"

Thus, the two of us remained in a stalemate until Jiang's mother heard the news and came to mediate the situation

My face is flushed; these words were all spoken by me about him, yet now he has put them to use.

Shall I ask in a low voice: "Aunt, when does it begin?"

I could only hear Mrs. Qi next door talking to Jiang Chen, but I couldn't make out what they were saying through the door. I guessed she was inquiring in detail about the masked man. It's strange to say, I encountered a masked man once, and he did as well. Although we are said to be people of the rivers and lakes, we have always lived freely outside of them, rarely encountering any bizarre events. To encounter two masked men in succession is indeed something that is hard to fathom.

I hurriedly woke up Xiao Hebao and asked her to summon Lady Qi to come quickly. Then I opened the door and took two large steps to the entrance of Jiang Chen's room, kicked the door open, and shone the lantern into the room!

Jiang Chen touched his nose and said, "Hmm, I fear she might become arrogant. She already looks down on me, and if I were to praise her beauty, I am afraid I would be even more insignificant in her eyes."

I could not help but exclaim: "Madam, you are truly beautiful"

The first half of the sentence sounded quite normal to me; previously, when I encountered the masked man, he also mentioned that I should practice the paired sword technique. However, upon hearing the second half, I felt both embarrassed and angry: "I won't spar with you!" How can there be such a competition! My skills are already inferior to his, and if I agree to him, the outcome is self-evident, and the consequences are unimaginable

You mentioned this matter, how should I handle it properly

I was at my wit's end, so I gritted my teeth and said: "Alright, if it's a match, then let it be a match. I'm not afraid of you!"

At this moment, I am like an octopus, firmly attached to this coral reef of his, or like a little sparrow pecking at this branch of peach blossoms.

After going out, I was just frantically buying things in front, while Jiang Chen followed behind to pay the bills. As I shopped, I gritted my teeth and gasped in shock; the prices in this capital city are truly exorbitant. Am I perhaps going a bit overboard with my purchases? But for the sake of my future, I decided to go all out this time, indulging in a bit of luxury; what a sin.

Although he smiles like a jade, his tone is half extortion and half threat, yet I dare not reach out to pull him up, otherwise I would surely be falling into a trap, inviting trouble for myself

Lady Qi disembarked from the sedan chair and presented a bronze medal. The guards examined it carefully, then lifted the curtains of each sedan chair to inspect the situation inside before allowing passage.

Jiang Chen looked at me with a mix of laughter and confusion: "Xiao Mo, you don't know whether I have severed my sleeve or not?"

She is like a soft, fluffy cloud, and the little movements I make in front of her are like a gentle breeze, which she effortlessly brushes away with a lift of her sleeve

Is this a compliment for me? I smile shyly. Since I arrived in the capital, I have heard countless praises. Am I really that good-looking?

What went wrong

Returning to Lanze Garden, I washed up early and went to bed, lying there with an indescribable feeling in my heart. I have always hoped to find a good man like a master, someone who is reserved, tolerant, steady, and down-to-earth. Let the clouds roll and unfold as they will; when the clouds come, the mountains are even more beautiful, and when the clouds go, the mountains appear like a painting

"It is rare for my mother to praise me, and she did so behind my back." Jiang Chen also walked in gracefully, indicating that the news in this residence travels fast

He descended leisurely, step by step, with an air of elegance and nobility that was unparalleled. The gentle breeze filled his sleeves, and the morning light was bright and clear. That figure, graceful as a flying swan, astonished the harmonious blend of water and sky, and even more so, it captivated my very soul

I shivered and hurriedly wiped the goosebumps off my arms, saying: "Don't call me that."

You see how beautiful they are, yet they do nothing all day, only knowing how to gaze at the son-in-law and send him flirtatious glances.

As the sedan chair reached the bridge, several guards blocked its path

I truly did not pay attention; all my thoughts were consumed by "squandering money"

He looked innocent and said, "I don't know"

I have always slept alone, alright! I was left blushing and utterly embarrassed by Lady Qi's "tactful" remarks. It seems that like mother, like son! I estimate that if I stay here for a few more days, I will become like Lord Guan, and the flush on my face will likely last for eternity

He said tenderly: "Xiao Mo, why are you running? What are you afraid of? I won't harm you; I merely wish to draw your eyebrows. How can you be so ungrateful for my good intentions?"

Giving birth! I was so startled that I nearly spat out my food, quickly putting down my chopsticks and whispering, "Madam, please take your time, I have finished eating." As I spoke, my face grew warm; this tactic was simply a complete failure.

Shaohua and Shaorong looked at him in confusion: "Cousin, what is wrong with you?"

Have you praised it?

Four people walked slowly onto the stone bridge, and I curiously asked, "Isn't this dragon boat race open for anyone to watch?"

The little maid shyly tugged at her clothing and said: "The main servant girl, well, can warm the bed for the young master. If, while warming, a son is born, she can be promoted to a concubine."

Behind him came the clear and bright voice of Lady Qi: "Xiao Mo, is he a断袖? You will know as soon as you try!"

I truly do not know

I looked at the fierce little purse, feeling quite worried. In the future, will she directly take the initiative if she develops feelings for someone?

Jiang Chen scratched his brow and said: "With these items, she still gritted her teeth and hesitated a few times before she was willing to buy them. The son truly could not bear to ruin her enjoyment. Money is a trivial matter; her happiness is what truly matters. These items are merely for fun, and later, the son will give her something better."

Jiang Chen quickly withdrew his hand and hastily mentioned a few names

I find it hard to believe; I think there is a strong possibility that the two are old acquaintances. Otherwise, why would the masked man come to attack empty-handed, without even bringing a weapon? When Jiang Chen saw the assassin, why did he not call for help, but instead continued to grapple with him in the dark room, leaving their clothes in disarray? If I had not come with a lantern to shed light, they might have ended up entangled on the bed!

Lady Qi looked at me with a beaming smile: "Graceful and poised, with a refined and elegant demeanor, truly resembling a water lily emerging from the water, instantly endearing to anyone who sees her. No wonder even someone as discerning as Chen has been captivated."

Xiao Mo, the things you bought are really not very good. Chen Er too, why didn't he take your wife to buy the best and most expensive? If outsiders find out, they will either say that you, as a husband, are stingy, or that I, as a mother-in-law, am stingy

I was taken aback, thinking about how to approach Jiang Chen? What idea is that? Yes, it is to seek a closer relationship with Jiang Chen, but does Lady Qi not agree?

He looked at me and after a long pause sighed: "Yes! I bring suffering upon myself, yet I relish it as if it were a delicacy"

After having dinner and taking a bath, I was just about to go to sleep when Xiao He Bao mysteriously leaned close to my ear and said: "Miss, those four young ladies are currently attending to the master in his room."

I looked up at the exquisite pearl, as the gentle breeze flowed continuously over the river. It hung high above, swaying and fluttering, making it extremely difficult to shoot down with an arrow. Moreover, when it falls, everyone beneath the bridge can rush to seize it, making it even harder to obtain. One careless move could lead to falling into the river.

This, this statement makes me surrender once again

I went to sleep filled with worries, but unexpectedly, I had eaten too little for dinner, and to my surprise, I was awakened by hunger in the middle of the night! It seems that I am not well-suited to this life of luxury

Jiang Chen wore an innocent expression: "I didn't say anything. Indeed, I was very tired last night and didn't sleep well at all. If Liu Xia Hui could be emulated by everyone, he wouldn't have been immortalized in history. I was tormented by you all night; don't you know that?"

I have a bit of a headache: "What is the matter?"

Jiang Chen said softly: "That is not the case. The dragon boat race is open for the common people to watch, but the Emperor also wishes to enjoy the festivities with the people. Therefore, a checkpoint has been set up on the Quexi Bridge to keep idle individuals and ordinary citizens on this side of the bridge. The Emperor has only issued a bronze token to the princes in the capital, the ministers of the six ministries, and a few high-ranking officials, allowing them to bring their families to the Zhaixing Tower to watch the dragon boat race with him. My mother has the bronze token sent by my uncle, who has been with the Emperor these past few days, and you will see him shortly."

I quietly gazed at the opposite side; the Zhaixing Tower is indeed an excellent vantage point for sightseeing. With the sun half-tilted on the horizon, the scenery of the Qinhuai River is fully visible. The Linglong Pearl is perfectly aligned with the Zhaixing Tower, allowing one to clearly see how the pearl is seized at that moment

Shao Rong approached and, taking Jiang Chen's hand, asked: "Cousin, where did you go today?"

I jumped back like a startled bird, stammering: "I, I will do it myself"

Walking on the Quexi Bridge, a gentle breeze blows, and my clothes flutter gracefully. Below the bridge, the Qinhuai River shimmers like silk, the water flows gently, and several dragon boats are moored at the other end of the river

She walked to the next room and called out, "Cousin, cousin."

I returned to the room, my face flushed and looking disheveled

There are vendors selling bamboo leaves and zongzi everywhere on the street, which reminds me of my childhood when my master once made me eight-treasure zongzi and fed me with a small bowl. In my heart, he is like a father to me. Sometimes I really want to call him 'father,' but I fear it might startle him, especially since he is unmarried, and I am even more afraid it might tarnish his reputation

I can hardly breathe

I have no need for a maid; Xiao He Bao is nominally my maid, but in reality, I never give her any orders and treat her more like a sister.

As soon as I heard it, my scalp tingled with fear, worried that she would seriously ask, while Jiang Chen gave a half-hearted, half-true answer

Jiang Chen lowered his head, laughing so hard that his chopsticks trembled

I cleared my throat again and continued, "Well, he also goes to the toilet every day."

Upon returning to the residence, I naturally had to first pay my respects to Lady Jiang. Jiang Chen asked me to set down my belongings before going, but I insisted on bringing a large pile of items to Lady Qi's chamber, wanting her to witness just how extravagant I could be.

I looked at the threshold and said softly: "Since you haven't slept well, then go to sleep."

I smiled noncommittally, as the current emperor seized his nephew's realm, fearing that others would accuse him of usurping the throne. Therefore, he has consistently emphasized that he is the true dragon destined by heaven, and auspicious signs are periodically presented from various parts of the country.

As she spoke, she smiled at me, and I quickly buried my head in my meal, pretending not to hear. I realized that my face, having been trained by Lady Qi's "tactful" approach over the past few days, was no longer as flushed as it used to be

I weighed in my mind the options of minced ginger, zombie, and lady. Although the latter was somewhat cheesy, it was still warm and appropriate, so I could only choose the best among the flawed options.

Madam Qi stepped into the room and smiled, "Xiao Mo, I originally thought you were simple and naive, and I was worried that you would not be able to manage the Guiyun Villa in the future. However, after seeing your small meeting today, I must say I have a new appreciation for you. You truly are a talented disciple of the elusive Xiaoyao Sect, embodying the spirit of Shijing."

My heart skipped a beat, and I hurriedly declined his "kindness": "No, there's no need to try."

Shaohua nodded in agreement, while Shaorong pouted and sighed in frustration: "It's no fun being in the capital."

"The young lady, the young master is currently asleep"

After returning to Lanze Garden, I confronted Jiang Chen and asked, "What nonsense were you talking about at the dinner table just now?"

"Family, my lord?" His tone rose by two notes again, and I faintly heard the two muffled laughs of the bearers.

He tilted his head and said with a smile, "Xiao Mo, why are you so far away from me? We should lie together so you can observe more closely"

Should I resign myself to Jiang Chen, or should I candidly express my intentions to Lady Qi? However, I find it truly difficult to speak in front of Lady Qi, as her kindness towards me is truly overwhelming. After I held a small meeting, she immediately transferred all the maidservants from Lanze Garden to the front courtyard and assigned four young servants to Jiang Chen, the intention is self-evident

Madam, have the four young ladies of plum, orchid, bamboo, and chrysanthemum been brought to the residence since childhood

I felt a heaviness in my heart, so soon

Lady Qi smiled and asked, "Are you tired on the road?"

I said apprehensively, "Surely not."

Sister-in-law, you are truly wonderful

I let out a long breath; Miss Mei has truly arrived at the perfect moment, standing gracefully by the door, with her head slightly bowed and a smile on her face, as if she has seen everything, yet as if she has seen nothing at all

The rice in my mouth suddenly lost its flavor, and my tongue felt slightly sour. Could it be due to the sweet and sour ribs I had? I only ate half a bowl of rice before losing my appetite

Indeed, it is Lady Qi; a single, nonchalant remark immediately left me speechless.

I cleared my throat and said: "I have gathered everyone here because I feel that there is not much work to be done in this garden, and everyone is wasting their precious youth trapped here, which is truly a pity. The four young ladies, Mei, Lan, Zhu, and Ju, are a bit older. I have obtained a contract from my wife, so how about I let you leave the estate to get married?"

What are you doing in my room

Lady Qi nodded and smiled, saying: "It should be more tactful. Look, the little one's face is all flushed. Alas, I adore this fair skin with a hint of rosy hue. It would be best if the little child could inherit it in the future."

Jiang Chen lazily said: "If uncle agrees, I will take you out"

Unfortunately, several hundred sword-bearing guards stood majestically by the bridge, and the glint of blades was truly incongruous with the romantic ambiance of the scene.

Once the Emperor arrives from Xuanwu Gate and personally strikes the bronze bell atop the Star Picking Tower, it shall be considered as having commenced

Lady Qi cleared her throat, her expression one of fairness and impartiality, and earnestly said to me: "It is fine if the maidservants misunderstand him, but if you, Xiaomo, misunderstand him, he will be truly saddened. I believe this matter indeed requires clarification."

Indeed, a contract of servitude shattered their illusions. I am not actually feeling jealous, nor do I harbor any malice towards them; I simply believe that rather than being trapped here in unrealistic dreams of ephemeral beauty, it would be far better to marry a good man and live a practical life.

Shao Rong smiled and said, "Alright"

I was taken aback; Jiang Chen, he actually! I secretly gritted my teeth, as he expressed deep affection towards me while secretly being unfaithful. Sweet words are indeed unreliable. I clenched my teeth in anger and sat up abruptly, realizing that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to call off the engagement.

Jiang Chen finally let go and said with a smile, "Let's play again later, first let's go eat."

Ginger! I gasped in surprise and urgently said, "Can I not use the surname Jiang for now?"

Then, you held me tightly and slept through the night

I feel warmth on my face as I focus on eating

I feel that a refined and elegant lady like her would certainly not appreciate seeing a wild and unrestrained country girl like me dining so boldly

He propped himself up and laughed, saying, "You answered me, but I haven't seen you practice. This time, your words must be sincere, otherwise..."

Lady Qi set down her chopsticks and said seriously, "Xiao Mo, you should eat more. A good appetite leads to good health, and good health is essential for bearing children"

I poured a glass of water and handed it to her. She took the cup and looked at me carefully, furrowing her brows: "Sister-in-law, I always feel like I have seen you before, but I can't remember where. It's so strange."

Her tone seemed to suggest that I was both hungry and thirsty. I swallowed once, did I?

I have been at the Xiaoyao Sect for over ten years, and the first time someone told me I was beautiful was Yunzhou. On the day he gifted me the dagger, he remarked, "Beautiful girls always need to be more cautious."

The abundance of the meal is truly the first time I have ever witnessed in my life. At the table sat only Lady Qi, the Shaohua siblings, Jiang Chen, and myself, yet there were more than ten maidservants attending around us. The table was filled with dishes, and at least half of them I had never seen before, let alone tasted.

Lady Qi seemed to perceive my disbelief and said, "It is not the quantity of words that matters, but their appropriateness. Even if only a single word is spoken, if it can resonate with your heart, that is what it means to be articulate. In my opinion, over the years, Chen Er has likely failed to say even two earnest words that could touch you."

Zombie! I was so scared that I broke out in goosebumps, pleading, "I, I don't want to."

Is this scene real? Is it an illusion? Is it a dream? Is it waking?

Lady Qi's demeanor is elegant; she only takes a few bites of many dishes, and it seems as though she counts the grains of rice as she eats a bowl of rice. I finished a bowl, while she had only taken a few bites.

I miss my master

In an instant, it seemed as if several wisps of azure clouds were gently rising above the jade stone bridge, blurring my vision like smoke and mist. Unconsciously, I stood up, almost wanting to approach them for a clearer view

Lady Qi gently smiled at me and said, "Little Mo, you should go to bed early. Tomorrow we will go to watch the dragon boat race, and after that, we will return with Uncle to discuss the wedding date."

Then why don't you call someone? There are plenty of servants in this residence; even if none of them possess exceptional martial skills, they can still subdue that person by virtue of their numbers

"Miss, does the madam mean for them to serve you? But look, they spend even more time in the young master's room. I feel that, well, this is quite concerning"

She thought for a moment and said, "I haven't seen her in recent years, so it must have been a long time ago, which is why I can't quite remember where I saw her. But I must have seen her, because there are very few women as beautiful as my sister-in-law. I usually don't like to stare at those of average looks; it's the beautiful ones that leave a particularly deep impression on me"

The next morning, I was awakened by the noise from next door, and upon listening closely, I realized it was my cousin Shaorong.

I was taken aback; after his bath, he changed into a brand new bright blue long gown and a jade-colored belt, looking refreshed and elegant. He casually waved a sandalwood fan in his hand, adorned with a landscape of misty mountains and waters from the Jiangnan region, truly exhibiting graceful demeanor and charming allure.

Lady Qi further remarked, "It would be good if you could provide some proof. In the future, if you sleep together every night, and if he snores, you may find it difficult to fall asleep."

After having breakfast, Lady Qi took the Shaohua siblings, and I went out with Jiang Chen to watch the dragon boat race

Shao Hua smiled and said, "Cousin, Shao Rong has been harboring intentions towards you for quite some time now, so you should be cautious."

Jiang Chen touched his nose and chuckled twice

I suddenly felt a bit bored; accompanying the Emperor is truly not as enjoyable as mingling with the common people by the riverside in a carefree manner

Lady Qi said, "One is not enough; these several maidens have served Chen'er since they were young and have been well trained by me. You may give your orders freely. Mei, Lan, Zhu, and Ju, go and greet the young mistress, and from now on, be sure to follow her instructions carefully."

I felt my face burning, cleared my throat, and turned my face to look outside the carriage

"Sister-in-law, do you still want a third bowl?" Cousin Shaorong seemed unable to bear it any longer, looking at me with concern.

"Of course, Xiao Pei, go and call Liu Ma to come over."

I leaned out of the window and said, "Cousin, I have bought some interesting things here, would you like to come over and take a look?"

I am a bit dazed

What is there to be polite about between husband and wife

"I could defeat him on my own, why call for help? If it weren't for the surprise attack in the middle of the night when I was unprepared, he would not have been my opponent at all"

I looked at the few remaining trinkets she had picked out and said with a smile, "How about I just give them all to you"

Indeed, I purchased them from the theater troupe. These four young ladies are the most outstanding maids in the Guiyun Villa. Are they to your satisfaction?

Four charming beauties stepped forward to greet me. Such beauties, could they be intended to serve as my maids? I hurriedly said, "Madam, I, I have a maid with me."

He lazily leaned against the headboard and said with a smile, "Mother said it would be better for you to give it a try, to avoid any doubts in the future"

I quickly turned around, and Lady Qi approached gracefully from the corridor, her demeanor as ethereal as that of a celestial being

The silence in the room is so profound that it makes one feel uneasy

I understand now: "Are you saying that these four maidservants are the ones Lady Qi prepared for Jiang Chen to warm his bed?"

I sighed; if a man can only be honest by being watched, then what is the meaning of life?

Unfortunately... I let out a soft sigh and absentmindedly exchanged a few words with Shaorong

Since I do not know you, why would I tear your clothes? Aside from a flower thief, no one has such a preference

I did not expect him to retaliate, feeling both ashamed and angry: "I did not torment you, who told you to move me to the bed?"

As I descended the last few steps of the Magpie Bridge, I walked along the green stone path for a moment and arrived in front of the Star Picking Tower. Here, the security was even more stringent, with a guard stationed every three steps, and soldiers fully armed with real weapons.

I felt a rush of heat to my face and was about to drive him out when Lady Qi entered from outside, gently saying, "Chen'er, Xiao Mo has a thin skin; it is no harm for you to suffer a little injustice. There is plenty of time in the future, and whether the sleeve is cut or not, we will have ample opportunity to prove ourselves later."

The next day, I woke up in a daze and suddenly realized that I was lying in bed, and Jiang Chen was actually lying on my outside!

The riverside scenery is picturesque, with a throng of visitors, bustling even more than a marketplace. The Qinhuai River is to Jinling what a dot of flower adornment is to a woman's brow, charming and graceful, adding the finishing touch. The river flows endlessly, and the charm is perpetual. I have long heard that there are three major festive seasons on the Qinhuai River that are the most lively: the Lantern Festival, the Dragon Boat Festival, and the Mid-Autumn Poetry Gathering

Jiang Chen pointed outside the carriage and said to me, "Xiao Mo, look, that is Quexi Bridge, and that is Zhaixing Terrace"

I lay in bed, hesitating whether to stubbornly continue sleeping or to go to the kitchen to find something to eat. Suddenly, I heard strange noises coming from next door. At this late hour, is Jiang Chen still not asleep?

I shall seek another solution

Lady Qi smiled lightly and said, "Xiao Mo, you are truly extraordinarily beautiful! How is it that Chen Er has never praised your beauty?"

Along the way, I encountered numerous maids and servants, all of whom greeted Jiang Chen with respect. I noticed that the maids of Guiyun Mountain Villa were all exceptionally beautiful, and upon seeing Jiang Chen, they all appeared shy and timid.

That night, I tossed and turned, finding it difficult to fall asleep. After much effort, I finally drifted off, only to dream of Yun Zhou. He gazed at me from across the river, where the mist and rain shrouded the water. A light sorrow enveloped my heart like fog. He remained silent, his eyes fixed on me, while I was left with words unspoken.

Mei, Lan, Zhu, and Ju all stared at me in unison, stunned! The other young maidservants were also taken aback.

Oh dear, sister-in-law, you are truly a good person

Then, Lady Qi gently said to Jiang Chen, "Chen'er, do not always cling to Xiao Mo. After dinner, let her sleep alone for a while to have a good rest"

Lady Qi pointed at the four women below and said, "Plum, Orchid, Bamboo, and Chrysanthemum are the maids I have prepared for Xiao Mo. Chen'er, please take Xiao Mo to Lanze Garden to freshen up and rest. I will have someone prepare the meal right away"

However, their dazed expressions made me feel a bit reluctant. I gently advised, "Women will eventually marry, and character is of utmost importance. Do not be infatuated with appearances, for form is emptiness! For instance, Young Master Jiang, everyone thinks he is a celestial being, secretly admiring him. In reality, no matter how handsome he is, he is still an ordinary person. He snores at night and wakes up with eye boogers in the morning"

Is he still slow-witted? I stared blankly at Lady Qi, realizing that as a mother, she truly protects her own.

Faced with his gentle visage and hopeful gaze, for a moment, I found it difficult to deny. He smiled at me and turned to leave

He said with a smile: "Then, my dear wife!"

The little pouch hesitated and stammered, "Miss, in wealthy households, there is a type of maid called a 'concubine maid,' which means, um, that kind of thing, do you understand?"

I gritted my teeth and said, "I don't know." I originally did not believe it, but last night he held me like Liu Xia Hui for an entire night, and tonight he is acting like this again. Alas, I am already confused

I nodded with shame and guilt, eagerly hoping that Lady Qi would fly into a rage, for such a wasteful daughter-in-law is truly unacceptable; it would be better to return her.

He walked beside me, one hand resting behind his back, and with the other hand pointed towards the Star Picking Tower across the bridge, saying: "This Star Picking Tower was built in the year the Emperor ascended the throne. It is said that the Imperial Astronomical Bureau observed the celestial phenomenon of the Emperor Star here and even found a meteorite inscribed with the words: 'The auspicious star and the celebration of clouds emerge, a generation of wise rulers.' Therefore, the Emperor is very fond of this place and often comes here to admire the lanterns on the river during the Lantern Festival."

I am not only embarrassed, but my back is also sweating. The compliments I received today are more than in the past fifteen years, truly a blessing I cannot bear, it is quite overwhelming. As for subduing Jiang Chen? I have never even considered it; I understand the phrase 'act according to one's abilities.' With his temperament, only a fierce spirit could hold him down, while my aspiration is to be a virtuous wife and mother, never having thought of becoming a fierce spirit, mainly because I feel I lack that talent.

The emergence of Yunzhou is like the first ray of clear light breaking through the clouds, the first streak of rosy clouds at dawn, perfectly aligning with the image I have long envisioned in my heart. As for Jiang Chen, he is difficult to fathom and even harder to grasp; even without Yunzhou, I find it challenging to develop a sense of security and reliance on him. Upon hearing about Shaorong today, my heart feels even more unsettled. This marriage proposal truly brings a sense of unease.

He approached me with a smile, raising his eyebrows and asked, "Xiao Mo, how do you know that I snore at night and wake up with eye boogers in the morning? Have you been spying on me while I sleep? I remember you have never slept with me before!"

Jiang Chen nodded and said, "Hmm, however, separated by several barriers, what we see is merely a faint yellow shadow." After saying this, he leaned closer to my ear and chuckled, "Besides, what is there to see? Snoring while sleeping at night, waking up in the morning with eye crust, and every day, squatting in the restroom."

I handed the contract of servitude to four individuals, and they were in a state of indecision, neither accepting nor rejecting it, feeling somewhat bewildered as if in a dream

Lady Qi said, "There are many people in the capital with varied opinions. If you happen to cause any trouble, others may hold your father accountable. A tall tree attracts the wind, and a prominent tree stands out in the forest. As members of the Qi family, you must be cautious and prudent in all matters, and always remember to exercise self-restraint and discipline."

He raised his voice again: "Xiao Mo, apart from your master, who is the man you like the most?"

Upon seeing his relentless demeanor, it is likely that if I do not mention the individuals involved, he will jump down from the carriage, place his hands on his hips, and question me in the street

I quickly woke up, and like a swift swallow cutting through the water, I flew past him. Startled to the point of shock, I surprisingly did not land properly and even twisted my ankle.

She walked briskly over and stepped into the room

He shook his head with a smile and said, "It is best to have actual authority."

Lady Qi smiled and said, "Shaorong, how can Chen'er make decisions on matters that I do not agree to?"

Jiang Chen smiled and said: "Usually, she is only kind to me, but out of affection for me, she naturally extends her kindness to you as well"

Lady Qi smiled and said: "The current Emperor possesses great talent and strategy, is wise and martial, and has a fondness for originality and the extraordinary. The dragon boat race in the capital is quite different from the one in your place; you will know when the time comes"

I quickly set down the cup and approached to pay my respects. This news spread indeed very quickly

The immediate consequence of this brief meeting was that that night, Jiang Chen insisted on sharing a room with me to prove that he does not snore loudly while sleeping at night and does not wake up with eye crusts in the morning

A tall figure dressed in black stood with his back to the door, grappling with Jiang Chen barehanded. Jiang Chen's collar had been torn open, exposing half of his chest. The man, surprisingly, was not yet satisfied, launching strikes directly at his chest, grabbing at him from one side to the other, truly infuriating!

I was taken aback, are we still going to play later? It seems I need to eat more, otherwise I won't have the strength to deal with him. I wiped the sweat from my brow; this relationship is truly better off ended, otherwise, if I let Jiang Chen torment me like this every day, I fear I might develop a heart condition

I sincerely and humbly seek guidance: "What does it mean?"

I increasingly feel my face flush with embarrassment; why do you not criticize me for being jealous and petty? Why do you not point out that I use Jiang Chen as an example to argue that form is emptiness?

Having verified the bronze medal, I stepped onto the stairs and slowly ascended into the high platform pavilion, where the atmosphere was even more tense and restrained, with not a sound to be heard.

It was merely an unintentional glance, yet my gaze fell upon him and could not be shifted even a fraction

As dusk deepened, Jiang Chen and Mrs. Qi finally returned home. It seemed that there were indeed many shops, and it took them the entire afternoon to inspect them all. I secretly admired Mrs. Qi for managing the properties of Guiyun Mountain Villa so successfully and with great renown, and I wondered if Jiang Chen would possess such abilities in the future

Shaorong tilted her head and asked, "Cousin, where did you go this afternoon"

I, can my heart comprehend?

I turned back and saw the little pouch timidly standing behind Shaohua. Compared to these four beauties, it looked just like a little sparrow

He insisted, "Then you must promise me one thing before I leave"

I never expected to catch a man in the act of infidelity; what should I do about this situation

I also find it strange: "I have been at the Xiaoyao Sect since I was young and rarely descend the mountain, so I should not have met you."

I nearly had a seizure

Shao Rong asked, "Aunt, what is that?"

My face is burning hot, as if I am sitting on pins and needles. Is such a blatant expression still considered euphemistic

It is more important to focus on getting off the bed rather than how one got into it

I casually remarked, "What is so strange about this? They are indeed the maids assigned to Lanze Garden by the lady."

Jiang Chen nodded with a smile, looking at me earnestly, with a face full of anticipation, as if hoping I would give it a try

Suddenly, I saw a person walking towards me on the bridge opposite.

The expressions on the maids' faces were quite strange, staring at me in a daze, but there was no look of sudden realization or enlightenment as I had anticipated. Clearly, my hints were insufficient, and I needed to administer a stronger dose.

Sister-in-law, ever since I arrived in the capital, I have wanted to buy some good things, but to my surprise, both father and aunt do not allow me to go out alone, it is truly suffocating me

Naturally, I was arranged by Lady Qi to share a sedan chair with Jiang Chen. Once I got into the chair, I leaned against the side and looked outside.

As he spoke, his gaze intentionally or unintentionally fell on my lips, with a mischievous smile.

When I returned to the bedroom, Jiang Chen was surprisingly sitting upright on the bed

He softly said "Alright," walked to the door, and turned back with a smile: "Are you concerned about me?"

I entered the room, first poured a cup of tea to moisten my throat, and then instructed Xiao He Bao to summon the four young ladies of Mei, Lan, Zhu, and Ju, along with the other young maidens from Lan Ze Garden, as I wanted to hold a small meeting with them. My master often holds meetings for us, and now I have deeply absorbed his true teachings

The little pouch stamped its foot in frustration: "You can still have children without warming the bed, miss, you have a gourd for a head."

This dream, surprisingly, contains not a single word, resembling an extremely clear and faint landscape painting, with vast expanses of blank space.

Lady Qi took my hand and said softly, "Come, come, have breakfast"

During the banquet, upon hearing the conversation between Shaohua and Lady Qi, I learned that he is actually the second son of General Qi Chong, known as the Tiger Wing General. In his time, Qi Chong was renowned alongside Master Yuanzhao; however, unlike Master Yuanzhao, who achieved great success and chose to live in seclusion, Qi Chong remained in a high position, his reputation resonating far and wide.

In the middle of the bridge, a vermilion wooden post is tied to the railing, with a pom-pom hanging from the top. A gentle breeze blows, causing the pom-pom to float gracefully, surrounded by colorful ribbons, creating a beautiful sight

I stared blankly at Jiang Chen, and a wave of antiquated sentiment unexpectedly surged in my heart, filling my nostrils with a sourness. Is he a flower thief or an old flame? Suddenly, I recalled last night when he held me, like Liu Xia Hui for an entire night. Could it be that he, he is actually a断袖?

Jiang Chen cleared his throat and said with a serious expression: "I was too tired last night"

I am speechless

Cousin Shaorong and I are truly not being polite; she didn't even leave me a hairpin. It seems that my eye for selecting things is indeed quite good

I am afraid to clap: "Let's adjourn the meeting."

I looked at Jiang Chen, who also seemed not to have heard Qimei's words, and only smiled at Madam Qi, saying: "Mother praises Xiao Mo, is it actually a compliment to my discernment?"

Dinner was still extremely lavish, I endured and only ate one bowl of rice, fearing that Lady Qi would say that my appetite had improved and that I should eat more. After experiencing her 'tactfulness', I humbly acknowledged my defeat.

I was drenched in sweat from his intimidation: "You don't need to prove anything, I believe you are indeed innocent. Otherwise, I can hold a small meeting with the maids to clear your name."

Thus, I could not help but exclaim: "His Majesty truly knows how to have fun. Is this not a form of teasing?"

I greeted them and tried on several outfits at "Yiyi Bunshe" when I arrived. After a long time of trying, I was indeed feeling a bit hungry

However, upon her reminder, I suddenly had an idea. There is a saying that jealousy can be put to rest, and these four maidservants were trained and taught by Lady Qi herself, so they must be highly valued and favored by her. Perhaps, as the little pouch mentioned, they are intended to be Jiang Chen's primary maidservants. If I were to feel a twinge of jealousy towards these women, would it not make Lady Qi dislike me? ... Subsequently ... I decided to give it a try tomorrow. If I were to feel a twinge of jealousy towards these women, would it not make Lady Qi dislike me? ... Subsequently ... I decided to give it a try tomorrow.

His gaze was unusually ambiguous and intimate, like a spring lake; the banks were slick with moss, and I nearly lost my footing and fell into the depths.

She glanced at the items I purchased and indeed furrowed her brow

Alright

He smiled with satisfaction: "Truly, my good wife!"

Jiang Chen slept until lunchtime before waking up. At the dining table, Madam Qi looked at her son with a pleasant expression and said, "Chen'er, this afternoon you should accompany me to visit various shops. You are not a child anymore, and these businesses of the Jiang family need to be experienced one by one. In three or two years, I will hand them all over to you, and I can rest assured at home to take care of the grandchildren"

Cousin, do you drink tea

I ran my fingers through my hair, intending to hastily tie it up into a bun, when Jiang Chen suddenly snapped his folding fan shut and tucked it at his waist, stepping forward with a cheerful smile and saying, "My lady, I am here."

Starting tomorrow, you must practice the Heavy Mountain Sword Technique. I will spar with you, and if you lose even once, you will have to let me kiss you.

Jiang Chen said: "I truly do not understand, he does not seem like an assassin nor like a thief. Unarmed, and not here to seek wealth, only to launch a surprise attack on me, I am quite puzzled."

Could it be that they were old flames? After four years apart, Jiang Chen has changed his heart, yet that person remains infatuated and unchanged. Upon hearing that Jiang Chen has returned and wishes to rekindle their past relationship, Jiang Chen refuses. Consequently, that person contemplates using force to pursue him. A series of wild thoughts suddenly made my head buzz, causing a sharp pain in my brain

Shao Rong finished her tea, stood up and said: "Sister-in-law, I will take my leave now. I will come back when Cousin wakes up." As she spoke, she gathered the items on the table into her pocket and exited the door

I nearly cried out for help, panicking as if I had encountered an assassin

I resolutely refuse to yield, and he resolutely refuses to leave

Aunt, I have already seen it in Fuzhou. A few boats competing to see who rows faster is really not interesting at all

Jiang Chen happily pulled me out, and I followed him in a daze as we walked towards the back garden. Confused, I asked, "Jiang Chen, is your mother always this amiable?" Lady Qi's reputation is quite prominent in the martial world; I had always thought she was a formidable and fierce character, but I never expected her to be such a beautiful and gracious noblewoman.

Oh, if I think of him, then I won't be jealous. Besides Master, who is the man you like the most in your heart

Shao Rong furrowed her brows and said, "Father is so annoying. He came to the capital to discuss his duties, while my brother and I are just playing by ourselves. Why does he interfere so much?"

The maidservants dispersed, and I returned to my room to take a sip from my cup to soothe my throat. I anticipated that Lady Qi would hasten to come and demand an explanation upon hearing of this matter

I shot him a glare, feeling that my level of meeting skills was still far from that of my master. He never found himself in a situation where he was caught off guard after a meeting. How could I have such an unfortunate start, being taken advantage of right from the first time

I saw that you were sleeping uncomfortably in the chair, so I acupressured you and carried you to bed, then untied you, which is why you didn't notice

As we talked, he leaned closer to me. I circled around the table, feeling flustered and my face flushed, to the point of breaking into a sweat. This kind of pleasure in the boudoir, I truly feel unworthy of it

I followed his finger and saw a magnificent and exquisite jade bridge spanning the river, leading directly to the opposite bank. The willows by the river swayed gently, their mist thickening. Diagonally opposite the Quexi Bridge stood a high platform by the river, imposing in its grandeur. On the platform, pavilions resembled celestial abodes, with their flying eaves delicately jutting out, and nine dragon offspring coiled atop, exuding an air of majesty.

My face was burning hot as I stared at him in a daze. He was being pushed and climbed over by me, yet he remained as calm as Liu Xia Hui for an entire night. Was it my problem, or was it his problem?

An image of a person involuntarily surfaced in my mind. That night, he stood in the corridor, gazing at me with a faint weariness, gently sighed, and turned away in sorrow.

In the middle of the night, after such a commotion, I was genuinely feeling very hungry, so I took my small purse and went to the kitchen to find some snacks to fill my stomach

I sighed and planned to take a moment to ask Jiang Chen how many cousins he has, especially those who are still in the boudoir.

Jiang Chen and Shao Hua both burst into laughter, while the maidservants attending them stifled their giggles.

Isn't it really expensive? Suddenly, an idea struck me.

Lady Qi glanced at me and said with a smile, "Xiao Mo, Chen Er is a bit clumsy with words, please be more understanding."

Who is he

Jiang Chen suppressed a smile and looked around: "Shh, we need to be careful when we talk in a moment. If you have any thoughts, let's discuss them in detail when we get home"

Before long, everyone had gathered. I stood in the corridor, observing the neatly arranged young girls and young women, in the prime of their youth like spring flowers, with their radiant beauty. I felt deeply that today's meeting was indeed very necessary

Jiang Chen leaned forward and asked, "Xiao Mo, what are you thinking about?"

Not tired, just a bit seasick

Lady Qi said: "In the dragon boat race, rowing fast does not guarantee victory. When we reach under the bridge, someone on the dragon boat must shoot down the exquisite pearl with an arrow, and it is only when that exquisite pearl is caught in hand that one is deemed the winner. Therefore, there are many hidden experts on the dragon boat. The dragon boat race is merely a prelude; seizing the dragon pearl is the main event, truly spectacular!"

I am confused; did I wander to the bed in my sleep, or did he move me to the bed in the middle of the night?

I sighed while covering my forehead: "I do not discriminate against those who have severed sleeves, and I would never speak of it. Forget it, you should just break off the engagement with me."

She did not say much, merely looking at me with a smile. Although her smile was radiant, her gaze was exceptionally sharp and clear. I felt somewhat uneasy being watched by her while eating, but then I thought to myself that this was indeed a good opportunity to showcase myself

Isn't it dragon boat racing under the bridge

This is a matter of great importance, and I must clarify it.

Who is this person

That night, Jiang Chen lay on my bed with a broad smile, while I reclined on a pear wood chair

"Are you hungry, Xiao Mo? Mother has arranged for a meal to be prepared, it will be ready soon"

In major matters, one should not be muddled; in minor matters, one should not be overly concerned. When faced with a situation, one should decisively take action, straightforward and efficient, which is precisely the demeanor of the future matriarch of the Jiang family! This young man Jiang Chen truly has an eye for talent!

I had thought that Jiang Chen's mother would be difficult to deal with, given his temperament, but I did not expect her to be so gentle and peaceful, which truly took me by surprise and left me feeling somewhat flattered. With her noble and luxurious background, and her outstanding demeanor, one would expect her to be quite demanding and critical of her daughter-in-law. Yet, she has not shown the slightest hint of dissatisfaction towards me. Is she simply very shrewd, or is she genuinely pleased with me? With her noble and luxurious background, and her outstanding demeanor, one would expect her to be quite demanding and critical of her daughter-in-law. Yet, she has not shown the slightest hint of dissatisfaction towards me. Is she simply very shrewd, or is she genuinely pleased with me?

How did I get into bed last night

We sleep together every night... Upon hearing this, my face instantly flushed with heat

I laid out all the things I splurged on the day before yesterday on the table: "Cousin, feel free to take whatever you like."

Well, madam, could the contract of servitude be placed here with me

After having breakfast, when Jiang Chen and I returned to Lanze Garden, the four young ladies were tending to the flowers and plants in the corridor. I touched the contract of servitude hidden in my sleeve; although today's actions were for my own benefit, they were also for their good. With such beauty, it would be better for them to marry as wives than to serve as concubines.

Family members

Lady Qi, you never stray from your profession in three sentences; how can I bear this?

Qifu Ren smiled and said: "It is not that I am biased; it is your father who does not allow you to go out, fearing that you will cause trouble in the capital"

Qifuren said softly: "This is the Linglong Pearl. Whoever picks this Linglong Pearl will be the champion of the dragon boat race"

A series of "puffing" sounds rose and fell. The plum, orchid, bamboo, and chrysanthemum also began to laugh. I looked at everyone's flushed faces, and nodded in satisfaction. It seems they have finally seen through the phenomenon to grasp the essence. I hope they can be practical and down-to-earth, no longer wasting time in vain.

I listened intently for a moment, and suddenly I heard a sound like "ripping," as if someone's clothing had been torn apart

He wore a pink inner shirt, the collar half open, adorned with several blooming peach blossoms that were enchanting and radiant. The skin at the collar was smooth as honey, with a small gold lock faintly visible. It was the first time I had seen a man in a pink outfit, a color that could easily be deemed shockingly gaudy if not worn carefully, yet he managed to wear it in such a captivating and beautiful way, truly astonishing and admirable.

I was taken aback; these words were actually spoken by Jiang Chen? Why do they sound so sour, bitter, aggrieved, and filled with a lingering resentment?

What is he sleeping for in broad daylight? I want to ask him what he did last night to be so tired.

I quickly made a sound to ease the situation: "Someone."

I was taken aback, and my face began to flush. This attitude is different from what I had imagined

I anxiously averted my gaze; his words were only half-understood, yet I knew that the part I did not comprehend must be very impure

Lady Qi said, "In a couple of days, it will be the Dragon Boat Festival. The Emperor will hold a dragon boat race by the Qinhuai River. We should go and enjoy the festivities; it will surely be interesting"

Upon seeing his half-hearted demeanor, my face instantly flushed and my heart raced. How can I clear your name? If I clear your name, do I still have a name to clear?

Jiang Chen chuckled and said, "Mother, you frightened her. Next time, please be more tactful in your speech"

Jiang Chen brought me and Xiao Hebao to Lanze Garden. He originally had his own courtyard, but insisted on squeezing in with me at Lanze Garden, living next door to me, and he euphemistically claimed it was to protect me without leaving my side.

I am even more panicked: "No, no, thank you."

The little pouch leaned closer to my ear and said: "Miss, it is better to live together with the young master. The maids in this residence are all too beautiful, and there is also a cousin named Shaorong. You must keep a close watch on things."

I was taken aback, staring wide-eyed: "Are you saying that I can actually see the Emperor today?"

Then, at the end of the river?

I hate to say: "Are you still protecting him?"

Well then. I was truly pressed by him, so I had no choice but to give a perfunctory response to get by for the time being

I couldn't help but glance at him. In the morning light, he appeared refreshed, charming, and strikingly handsome. There wasn't a trace of sleep in his eyes, yet a light stubble had grown on his face, adding a touch of ruggedness and vigor that was indescribably attractive, the kind that makes one's heart race and eyelids flutter. Alas, there are few men in this villa, and he stands out so remarkably. The young maidens, in their prime, gaze at him all day long; it is no wonder they develop infatuations. I find myself beginning to understand them.

During breakfast, Lady Qi kept smiling at me with a meaningful expression, urging me to eat more. She also deliberately selected some red dates and goji berries, which are known for their blood-nourishing and energy-boosting properties, and placed them on the plate in front of me

I have called him brother for several years, yet how could he know that in my heart, I do not regard him as such? The misunderstandings accumulate little by little, and the tests are ambiguous. Missing out is not something that happens all at once; it is a gradual process over time.

In no time, Lady Qi handed four contracts of servitude to me. I looked at her with guilt, saying, I truly had no other choice

I returned to my bedroom, filled with sorrow, and took a brief solitary rest. Jiang Chen came over from next door, wanting to take me out to the street, saying it was a request from my mother, who asked him to accompany me to buy some things. Since she did not know what I liked, she told me to choose whatever I wanted to buy, considering it a gift for our meeting.

Young Master, the meal is ready

Shao Rong immediately shot a glare at her brother and said, "Hey, don't talk nonsense"

I truly admire Jiang Chen's unrestrained speech and boldness. I have always believed that such flattery should be reserved for dark nights with strong winds, after the lights are out and the curtains drawn, when two people are truly eager and can only hum a couple of sounds under the covers to relieve their feelings. How could he possibly ask such a question in broad daylight and in front of so many people

The little pouch clapped its hands excitedly: "Miss, this is wonderful, the things in the capital are truly beautiful"

Little pouch whispered: "Miss, haven't you noticed? Today, Miss Lan has changed her outfit twice. Miss Mei's hairstyle has also changed."

He furrowed his brows and said, "Xiao Mo, this is called the joy of the boudoir. I was thinking of drawing your eyebrows for you later!"

So, what happens next

As soon as Jiang Chen finished answering, she let out a hum and said, "Aunt is so biased, why can't I go along too"

He supported himself on the table and leaped over, catching me in one swift motion

Thus, I did not hesitate at all and generously ate two bowls of rice

Outside the window, Shaorong walked lightly along the small stone path in the garden. I noticed that she particularly liked wearing red clothing. At her tender age, the bright red outfit accentuated her delicate features, making her appear lively and playful.

"It is not possible, Jiang."

Oh

It seems that he is not only popular with women but also with men, and I truly find it hard to cope

She was gleefully flipping through the spoils of my recent shopping spree, unable to part with any of the items.

Mother, at this moment, my reputation is at stake; a gentleman may be killed but must not be humiliated. I must prove this.

I stared blankly at the results of my afternoon of reckless spending, feeling extremely frustrated. This move was somewhat ill-conceived; even the stone lions at their doorstep were adorned with golden bells. My small losses were truly lacking in dignity and not worth mentioning. However, after being nurtured by my master at the Xiaoyao Sect for over a decade, suddenly being allowed to spend lavishly, I found it hard to bring myself to do so.

"If you do not agree, I will not leave. As a dignified man, I cannot allow you to slander me as someone who has severed his sleeve. Tonight, you must clear my name." He reclined back, propping his head on his hand, half leaning on my blanket, looking at me with a half-smile, half-serious expression, both earnest and teasing.

I have a toothache

Qifu smiled and patted Jiang Chen on the shoulder: "Silly son, where has your former cleverness gone? You say what should not be said and do not say what should be said. Alas, this is truly the case: care leads to confusion, and being overly concerned brings trouble"